Keep Me
2014 Heat 5/5
Keep Me by Anna Zaires is a 2014 romance. Tropes: Antihero, Captivity, criminal-underworld-romance, Dark Romance, dark-captor-captive-romance, Forced Proximity, forced-marriage, gilded-cage, hurt-comfort, morally-gray-villain-hero, possessive-protector-hero, revenge-and-rescue-mission, trauma-bond, woman-warrior-heroine, wounded-warrior. Heat 5/5. Book 2 of Twist Me.
What happened in Keep Me?
Abducted at eighteen. Held captive for 15 months. It reads like one of those headlines. And yes, I did it. I stole her. Nora, with her long dark hair and silky skin. She’s my weakness, my obsession. I’m not a good man. I never pretended to be one. She can love me, but she can’t change me. I can, however, change her. My name is Julian Esguerra, and Nora is mine to keep.
What tropes are in Keep Me?
Where does Keep Me fall in Twist Me?
Book 2 of Twist Me. Reading order
What should I read next?
Hold Me by Anna Zaires.
Chapters
Chapter 2
Julian cradles Nora in the car en route to the airport, bound for his fortified compound in Colombia where they will hide from enemies who have learned she is his vulnerability. Nineteen months after abducting her, he has remade her into his possession, though she retains a wary fascination that feeds his predatory need to own her completely. She tests the new boundaries of their arrangement, asking to call her parents instead of accepting ransom money, and Julian grants the request, surprising her. He probes her time away—her brief meeting with an ex and a near-intimate encounter with a lawyer—testing her loyalty while concealing his jealous rage. As they travel, his memories surface: the murder of Maria that turned him into a killer at eight, and the violent initiation into adulthood that followed. The chapter closes on his possessive certainty that no one else may claim her, and her silent acceptance of that claim, leaving the tension of their dangerous devotion unresolved.
Chapter 3
Nora reunites with Julian Esguerra four months after believing he died in an explosion, discovering instead that he was rescued from a warehouse by his Navy SEAL operative Lucas. Though marked by scars from his ordeal, Julian remains irresistibly compelling to Nora, who acknowledges her own capture-bonding and willingness to surrender to him again. The pair board his private Gulfstream G650 jet, where flight attendant Isabella serves champagne amid Nora's jealous insecurity. As they fly toward Julian's estate rather than a commercial airport, Nora confronts the reality of her renewed captivity—choosing to accept her fate rather than fight the destiny she feels bound to. The chapter closes with Nora embracing her new reality as the jet carries them toward an uncertain future, her desire for Julian undimmed despite—or because of—the trauma they share.
Chapter 4
Julian and Nora fly alone aboard a private jet, the closed cabin forcing them into intimate proximity. Nora presses him on how her kidnappers discovered her, and Julian confesses that Angela, a nursing assistant at the clinic, had been feeding information to Al-Quadar; he has already disposed of her. Haunted by the recent loss of Beth—murdered by the same organization—Julian vows brutal retribution. A lingering scar on his head reminds him of the months he spent incapacitated after the clinic attack, and when Nora soothes the wound with gentle fingers, he craves her love despite having stolen her freedom. In the plane’s aft bedroom, Julian’s possessive obsession ignites a dark, intense encounter where dominance and tenderness intertwine. Nora declares her devotion, and Julian closes the chapter on a chilling promise: within hours, she will belong to him completely.
Chapter 5
Nora awakens aboard Julian Esguerra’s private jet, her body marked from their recent intimacy, as they descend into Bogotá. What begins as a romantic interlude shifts into a calculated power play when Julian leads her to a secluded church and slides a diamond ring onto her finger, demanding marriage. When she refuses, he threatens to eliminate Jake, her former love, forcing her into coerced consent to save his life. Dressed in a white mermaid gown, Nora endures the preparations for a shotgun wedding that Julian intends to livestream to her parents as fabricated proof of her willing happiness. Trapped between her love for her captor and her horror at formalizing her imprisonment, Nora faces the ceremony with the crushing realization that this union is not romance but legal ownership, leaving her future suspended in terrifying uncertainty.
Chapter 6
Julian watches with dark satisfaction as Nora agrees to play the role of his betrothed, her voice steady as she calls her parents in America to announce their impending marriage in Colombia. Through a concealed earpiece, he monitors her every word as she spins a tale of rekindled love, then joins the video call where he coolly manipulates Gabriela and Tony Leston into accepting the union by promising security, education, and wealth. With the ceremony imminent, Julian struggles to contain his possessive urges as Nora stands before him in her white wedding dress, looking like a princess he means to claim. He masks his savage emotions behind a veneer of charm, calling her "my pet" while ensuring the world knows she belongs to him, leaving the chapter on the precipice of a wedding that blurs the line between captivity and devotion.
Chapter 7
Nora stands before the altar in Bogotá, smiling for the cameras while wrestling with the reality that she is marrying the man who abducted her. Though Julian apologized for the rushed timeline, he offers no remorse for the kidnapping itself, his possessive gaze making clear he believes he has a right to her. After exchanging vows and rings, she says goodbye to her tearful parents via video call before the couple travels to Julian's family estate on the edge of the Amazon rainforest. The isolated mansion, guarded by armed towers, overwhelms her with its opulence. As they enter their bedroom for the wedding night, intense desire collides with Nora's physical soreness and fear of pain. Julian reads her hesitation, vowing to give her the night she dreams of, leaving the chapter suspended in charged anticipation.
Chapter 8
On their wedding night, Julian carries his new wife Nora to the jacuzzi Ana prepared, determined to be gentle after bruising her earlier and facing her reluctance at the altar. In the steamy water, he massages her feet and brings her to a shuddering climax, then moves to the bedroom where he lavishes intimate attention on her until she releases again. Despite his violent urges and possessive declarations that he will never let her go, he holds back his own release until she comes for him once more, driving her to a second peak before joining her in a passionate consummation. The chapter ends with Julian collapsed atop her, vowing to keep her safe from everyone but himself.
Chapter 9
Nora wakes on her first morning as Julian Esguerra’s wife, savoring the aftermath of their passionate reunion while grappling with her new identity as Señora Esguerra. Though the marriage certificate formalizes their bond, she still sees Julian as her captor. After breakfast with housekeeper Ana, she tours the sprawling estate with Rosa, a young maid born there, discovering its Olympic pool, the art studio Julian secretly prepared for her, and barracks housing over two hundred former military guards. Rosa reveals that the North Coast cartels murdered Julian’s parents here twelve years ago. As Nora adjusts to the smothering Amazonian heat and invites Rosa to swim, the chapter closes on the unresolved tension between her old name, Nora Leston, and the woman she is becoming.
Chapter 10
Julian finds Nora by the pool and the charged reunion quickly turns possessive, with him vowing to claim her again that night. He confesses details of his arms-dealing empire, revealing that the US government is his biggest customer for a devastating undetectable explosive, while Al-Quadar remains at the bottom of his list. When Nora asks to resume self-defense training, Julian insists on teaching her personally. At the shooting range, she surprises him by hitting ten of twelve targets with a handgun on her first attempt. Later, in the indoor gym, Julian's mood darkens when his assistant Lucas addresses Nora as "Mrs. Esguerra," triggering Julian's unresolved anger over her refusal to marry him. The confrontation escalates when Nora accuses Julian of kidnapping her; instead of remorse, he admits it coldly and resolves to take what he wants, leaving their volatile relationship at a breaking point.
Chapter 11
Nora grapples with her new identity as Mrs. Esguerra after a moment of dismay at the name startles her from her reverie. Julian transforms from teasing companion to the terrifying captor she remembers, his lack of conscience chilling her. Rather than yielding to fear, she initially resists, but Julian demands she demonstrate her self-defense training in a twisted power game. When she refuses, he physically overpowers her, initiating an intense, public encounter that blends pain and pleasure. Throughout the scene, Julian asserts total ownership over her body and mind, using breath restriction to push her to the brink while demanding she acknowledge her submission. Nora experiences a powerful release under the threat of suffocation, finally accepting her new name and status. By the end, Nora Leston is gone for good, replaced by Nora Esguerra, fully owned by her husband.
Chapter 12
Nora settles into life at Julian Esguerra's isolated Amazon compound, bonding with housekeeper Rosa while wrestling with her captive-bride reality. As she adapts to daily combat training and art lessons, Julian reveals traumatic origins—his parents' murder, his abandoned Caltech education, and his first kill at age eight—deepening her uneasy attraction to her captor-husband. When he announces three captured Al-Quadar terrorists will arrive for interrogation tomorrow, Nora grapples with the darkness she shares with him before surrendering to a ferocious night of passion. Her future at Stanford offers a glimmer of normalcy, yet the ticking clock on her birth control implant and the incoming prisoners threaten to shatter the fragile peace of her gilded cage.
Chapter 13
Julian wakes beside his captive wife Nora, his possessive obsession deepening with every hour apart. After a morning interrogating three captured Al-Quadar operatives in his estate's storage shed—extracting vital intelligence about an imminent attack in Tel Aviv and neutralizing those who resisted—he changes into clean clothes to shield Nora from his violent work. He handles business calls before encountering Nora on the porch, radiant in yellow and thrilled about her Stanford enrollment. When she asks about the prisoners with unexpected composure rather than horror, Julian is intrigued by the darkness beneath her innocent exterior, inviting her to hear the grim details of his operations tonight.
Chapter 14
Nora demands to learn Julian's criminal truth, and he pulls her into his high-tech office, seating her on his lap while calling Frank, a CIA contact who dismisses her abduction as a "misadventure." Trading favors like currency, Julian secures Syrian access while Nora witnesses his empire: surveillance feeds, hedge funds, and a US general discussing weapons shipments from Thailand. Over days, she watches him break Al-Quadar prisoners, realizing she is now a willing accomplice, her guilt warring with devotion. Then Peter Sokolov, Julian's new security consultant and former Spetsnaz operative seething with rage over his murdered family, triggers Julian's jealous interrogation. Nora defuses it by admitting Peter frightens her, prompting Julian to reveal their deal: three years of service for a list of NATO soldiers, leaving her to confront the moral weight of loving such a dangerous man.
Chapter 15
Julian and Nora settle into a possessive domestic routine on his fortified estate, with Nora balancing Stanford coursework, art lessons, and combat training. When she accidentally strikes him during sparring, her remorse contrasts with his dark gratification at her growing strength. His obsessive fear of losing her escalates when intelligence reveals Majid—the man who murdered her friend Beth—survived an explosion and is rebuilding Al-Quadar in Tajikistan to strike in Latin America. Terrified by the threat to Nora, Julian orders round-the-clock surveillance and decides to implant biometric trackers in her body without her consent, insisting it is for her safety. The chapter closes on his resolve to proceed immediately despite her visible distress, cementing the power imbalance that defines their relationship.
Chapter 16
Nora confronts Julian at dinner when he reveals plans to implant her with tracking devices, calling it safety but revealing it as another mechanism of control. Refusing to be his prisoner, she shoves plates at him and flees across the lawn, only to be caught and pinned in a brutal display of dominance. Despite her fighting skills, Julian easily subdues her, arousing her involuntarily despite her rage. Carrying her back inside while she protests, he corners her in the bedroom and prepares to drug her with the same syringe he used to kidnap her. As the drug takes hold and darkness claims her, Nora whispers her hatred, left trapped and helpless as Julian moves to complete the implant against her will.
Chapter 17
Julian grapples with Nora's accusation after secretly having three tracking implants inserted into her body while she slept. Haunted by memories of his late partner Maria, he rationalizes the violation as protection, insisting he needs her with a feral intensity that borders on worship. When Nora wakes, her icy silence wounds him more than her words, triggering a volatile mix of tenderness and rage. Despite her trauma, he summons her to his bedside, where her conditioned obedience surfaces amid her resistance. The chapter culminates in a passionate, emotionally fraught reunion that blends comfort with possession, leaving the power dynamic between them raw and unresolved.
Chapter 18
Nora wakes nursing the psychic wound of Julian's violation—trackers forced under her skin—yet she can't deny the strange comfort he offered afterward. When Ana confesses that Julian's monstrous father tortured him into cruelty, but that the boy once saved a kitten, Nora glimpses the tender man hidden inside her captor-husband. The revelation cracks her anger open just as Julian announces he's personally leading a fifty-man raid on Al-Quadar fighters in Tajikistan. Despite her terror, she recognizes his refusal to delegate danger as the same stubborn spine that once protected a helpless animal. Torn between fury and fragile hope, Nora confronts the reality that her husband may always be more captor than lover—but for now, his presence is the only thing keeping her from drowning.
Chapter 19
After dinner, Julian leads a withdrawn Nora to their bedroom, determined to dismantle the emotional walls she has built after learning about his tracker implants and an upcoming dangerous mission. Though she is upset, Julian is aroused by the challenge of breaking through her defenses and claiming complete mental and physical possession of her. He binds her with restraints and sensory deprivation, guiding her through an intense scene of power exchange that blends pain and pleasure until both reach climax. Afterward, as he removes the restraints and tends to her, Nora confesses that she loves him despite recognizing his darkness, accepting that she belongs to him. Julian carries her to the bathroom to clean up, holding her declaration of love as his ultimate prize.
Chapter 20
The week before Julian Esguerra departs for a dangerous mission against the Al-Quadar threat, Nora grapples with lingering resentment over his forced tracker implants and surveillance bracelet, yet finds solace in his recent confession of devotion. As his departure looms, her joy curdles into suffocating dread—not only for his safety but for the prospect of being alone again. To anchor their final evening together, she orchestrates a romantic dinner featuring his childhood favorite lasagna and tiramisu, hoping to steal one night of normalcy from the shadow of his criminal empire. Though she knows her captor-husband will pursue Majid regardless, the evening culminates in a ferociously passionate encounter where Nora surrenders to her desire, embracing the raw intensity of their bond before they drift into exhausted sleep, the threat of tomorrow still unresolved.
Chapter 21
Julian departs his lover Nora at dawn to broker a dangerous arms deal in Moscow, trading weapons shipments to Donetsk for safe passage to Tajikistan and a captured Al-Quadar terrorist. Despite the freezing cold and cutthroat negotiations with the Kremlin-connected Buschekov, Julian remains emotionally anchored to Nora, rejecting the advances of a seductive interpreter while entrusting her to his pilot Lucas. Aboard his private Boeing C-17 en route to the Pamir Mountains, the mission takes a catastrophic turn when the aircraft is struck by a missile, sending them into a deadly nosedive. As the ground rushes up to meet them, Julian's final thought is of the woman he cannot bear to lose, leaving his survival—and their future—hanging in the balance.
Chapter 22
Nora Esguerra spirals through two days of silence from her husband Julian, her unease deepening with every unanswered email until even breakfast tastes like ash. When reassurance from her friend Rosa and housekeeper Ana fails to calm her, she corners security chief Peter Sokolov, desperate for truth. His grim delivery shatters her composure: Julian’s plane from Moscow was shot down by Uzbekistani military near the Tajikistan border after a fatal miscommunication. As blackness creeps at the edges of her vision, Nora clings to the sliver of hope that rescue teams might find survivors, though Peter’s pitying eyes suggest the cruel reality—Julian is likely gone, leaving Nora suspended between denial and devastating grief in a world that offers no fairy-tale rescues.
Chapter 23
Nora collapses into silent agony in the bedroom she shared with Julian, convinced her husband died in the plane crash, while housekeeper Ana and friend Rosa struggle to comfort her through soul-shattering grief. When Rosa bursts in with news that Julian survived—along with Lucas Kent—Nora’s despair shatters into electrified hope. Peter Sokolov confirms the miracle: Julian suffers only a broken arm, cracked ribs, and a head wound, though nearly fifty of his men perished in the fiery wreckage. Desperate to fly to the hospital, Nora is stopped cold by Peter’s refusal to let her leave the Estate under Esguerra’s lethal security orders, forcing her to accept only a secure video call and updates while she waits, powerless, for her husband to regain consciousness.
Chapter 24
Julian Esguerra awakens in a Tashkent hospital, badly injured from a plane crash in Tajik airspace that killed nearly fifty of his men. Colonel Sharipov reveals the attack likely involved a bribed Uzbek officer acting for the Ukrainian government—information that points to a traitor among Julian's inner circle: the Russian interpreter Yulia Tzakova. While recovering from a cast, head wound, and rib damage, Julian video-calls his girlfriend Nora to reassure her, then visits the surviving team members, including Lucas Kent. When masked gunmen led by Al-Quadar operative Majid storm the hospital, Julian fights back with a dead soldier's weapon before being shot and dragged away, leaving his rescue uncertain.
Chapter 25
Nora watches in horror as a video feed shows her husband Julian Esguerra being seized by Al-Quadar terrorists during a hospital visit, plunging her into panic and traumatic flashbacks of her own previous captivity. While her colleague Peter Sokolov tries to calm her and coordinate with Uzbekistani authorities, Nora becomes convinced that interrogating a captured Al-Quadar operative in Moscow offers their only hope of finding Julian before he is tortured. When Peter refuses to let her accompany him, citing orders to protect her, Nora leverages her knowledge of the secret list Julian promised Peter in exchange for his service, bargaining that only Julian's survival can deliver Peter's revenge targets. After Peter's explosive reaction to her taunt, he reluctantly agrees to take her with him. They fly to Chicago, where Nora takes a taxi alone to her parents' house in Oak Lawn, arriving unannounced and shaken but resolute.
Chapter 26
Julian wakes from oblivion suspended and wounded in an unfinished industrial site, where his interrogator Majid Ben-Harid presses for the location of Julian's explosive factory. Enduring agony with cold defiance, Julian recalls the trauma that shaped him—the murder of María and his captive wife Nora, the only happiness he has known—while refusing to surrender the secrets that could save him. Knowing Majid will never honor a quick-death promise, Julian mocks his captor's blade, closing the chapter on the razor's edge of survival versus the brutal cost of loyalty.
Chapter 27
Nora returns to her parents' Chicago home after surviving a plane crash in Uzbekistan and the capture of her husband Julian by the terrorist group Al-Quadar. She conceals her true purpose: to serve as bait and be kidnapped so she can be traded for Julian's release. While her parents celebrate her safe return with cautious relief, she endures sleepless nights haunted by violent nightmares and creates a disturbing painting of tangled bodies. To lure her captors, she spends the day shopping alone at Chicago Ridge Mall, encountering her best friend Leah and former crush Jake, now happily together. When an Al-Quadar operative posing as a cab driver finally abducts her, the chapter ends with Nora being dragged into a van, her rescue plan set in motion amid terror.
Chapter 28
Julian Esguerra endures relentless torture at the hands of Majid, who employs simulated drowning, needles under his nails, and a blade to his face in a brutal bid to extract the location of a hidden factory. Between assaults, Julian’s mind retreats to childhood memories of his abusive father, reinforcing his resolve to never show weakness. When Majid’s men suddenly bring in a bound and bloodied Nora—Julian’s only priority in the world—the stakes become unbearable. With one eye destroyed and his body broken, Julian realizes he cannot rescue her, leaving him trapped in a nightmare where his silence is the only shield left, but his defiance remains the sole thing Majid cannot break.
Chapter 29
Nora wakes to find her husband Julian brutally tortured—eye removed, face mutilated—and bound in a terrorist safe house where she has been delivered as bait. When their captor Majid threatens to disfigure her to break Julian’s silence, the bound man detonates violence, killing one of his tormentors before being beaten. Seizing the chaos, Nora cuts her restraints, grabs an assault rifle, and executes Majid at close range when he returns to finish Julian off. As rescue forces breach the compound, the couple lies together amid smoke and blood, Julian’s protective grip anchoring her, but the gunfire outside signals the siege is far from over.
Chapter 30
Julian recuperates in a Swiss clinic alongside Nora, five days after their rescue from a Tajikistani construction site. Though his body bears the scars of torture—a new prosthetic eye, reset bones, and healing wounds—his greatest fear is Nora's emotional withdrawal. When Lucas visits, Julian learns they fly to Colombia tomorrow, but anxiety grips him when Nora delays returning from the café. Using his tracker, he locates her and soon confronts the source of their tension: she confessed to Peter Sokolov that she'd hand over "the List" if he helped save Julian, enraging him for risking her life. As Julian fumes over Peter's betrayal, Nora finally breaks her silence to reveal a darker truth—she killed Majid not to protect Julian, but because she wanted to watch him die. The confession hangs between them, raw and unresolved, as Julian grapples with the violent love that saved him.
Chapter 31
Nora confesses to her bandaged husband Julian that she murdered Majid in cold blood, deliberately prolonging his death to savor his fear. Rather than condemn her, Julian absolves her by contrasting her justified act with his own childhood killing, validating her lack of remorse. Their charged conversation ignites into a desperate, raw encounter in the hospital room despite Julian's severe injuries, though Nora's trauma briefly surfaces as a panic attack mid-intimacy, prompting Julian to ground her before they finish together. As they fall asleep entwined, Nora resolves to stay with him forever, accepting their dark bond, yet remains determined to obtain emergency contraception and secure Julian's compliance with a promise made to Peter, leaving their future fraught with unresolved danger and moral compromise.
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